hopefulI guess you could say I had another rough ending/beginning of the year. This time was a little different than last year's heartbreak, but it was also a more personal crisis than the usual "I still don't have Morgan". It was more like "What does it mean if this is true [about me]?". I was scared. I was getting caught up in obsessing not over who I am and how I feel about myself, but how others would see me, without realizing it. "What does it look like if I...?" And that's pretty much never what you want to do.
So, yeah... be yourself. Get to know yourself, and don't worry about what others think of that person you find inside. Easier said than done? Well, I know that. But when you start truly being yourself, you won't want to go back. At least, that's what happened to me. Of course, don't expect to never get scared or surprised by new realizations. But being yourself is worth it. You can't find true happiness while wearing a fake face. Of that, I am sure.
Happy New Year.
