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The Cold Cycle

Still sick. *Sighs* It's certainly not the worst cold I've had in my life, but I still don't really feel like doing anything. I spent most of yesterday listening to podcasts and playing games on Neopets and Facebook. Really productive. :/ When my Mom got home, I watched the Sorcerer's Apprentice with her and Joe. I didn't enjoy it as much the second time around. I blame the cold. The night I first started feeling sick, Mom and I watched Penelope. I enjoyed that fine the second time, but I wasn't as sick then.

I'm starting to feel more and more depressed. It's not a big deal, really. I feel like I'm complaining too much for this little cold, but it's hard for me to distract myself when I don't feel up to doing anything. It's a cycle. And every night I'm getting more anxious about sleeping. I woke up last night for maybe a half an hour with my throat feeling awful. Thinking about that is probably not going to help me get to sleep tonight, either.

Grandma called, so I was listening to her talk while I type. My throat hurts too much to say much, so we didn't talk long. *Sighs*

I wish I felt well enough to write. I've got lots of wandering thoughts about stories, but no ambition to actually write.

I think I need some cheering up. Let's see how Sims 2 will weather against my cold.



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Dec. 10th, 2010 02:24 am (UTC)
Well, sometimes when I get sick I worry that I'll have trouble falling asleep... which leads me to have panic attacks from worrying. And it's just an awful cycle. My whole summer break down started from me getting too anxious to fall asleep. The less sleep I got, the more anxious I got. It just set me into a pattern I feel doomed to repeat.

It's hard for me to let myself have a break. Sometimes I feel all I ever do is take it easy. :/ I don't know. When I get sick I just think of all the things I wish I felt up to doing.
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