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Really Long Question Set

Do you think its bad for teenage girls to get on birth control?
Better than doing stuff without it...

When was the last time that you were genuinely happy?
...I don't know.

If you took a drug test right now, would you pass?
Yes.

Have you ever snuggled with someone you weren't dating?
I haven't dated, but still... no.

What do you think about abortions?
Very against them.

You're drunk stumbling through the streets, slurring songs, who are you with?
Would never happen.

Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile?
Smile... or really smile? I have no idea.

Do you like silver or gold better?
Silver.

Do you know anyone who smokes pot?
...unfortunately. *Sighs*

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
Yes... Morgan could drink as long as it was too much or too often.

Is the last person you texted single?
Yes.

Your best friend randomly starts hating you. What do you do?
Cry.

Was last night terrible?
Yes, pretty much.

Has a boy sat on your bed before?
Cray? So, yes. I guess so.

Are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I'm looking for my soulmate, Morgan.

What were you doing 12 AM last night?
Crying.

Does it make you mad when people stare at you?
Mad? No. Upset, yes.

Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
My Grandma.

What do you currently hear right now?
Nick on TV.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Fashion Bug.

Do you wish you never dated someone you dated?
Not applicable.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a T?
No.

What was a highlight of your day?
Talking to Christen. Though it was brief. :(

What's your next tattoo?
I don't even have a first one.

Do you curse in front of your parents?
I don't curse in front of anyone.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
No... but I pretend to every night. :(

What are you doing tonight?
Being upset.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yes... and no. It depends on the crime.

Ever seen your best friend cry?
Yes.

Have you ever played a Wii?
^_^ I have one. So, yes.

Who did you last talk to for longer then 10 minutes on the phone?
Grandma.

Where were you at 2:00 this morning?
Here.

Are your parents home?
No.

What's something that bothers you about girls?
Depends on the girl? In general... too obsessed with looks.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Not often. Words just spill out from me. I only hold back if it's not important and would hurt someone if said.

Would you ever dye you hair blonde? 
I considered it... but probably not anymore.

Is it hard leaving people behind?
I don't leave anyone. They leave me.

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Fall weather! ^_^

How's your life lately?
Horrible.

Have you ever been arrested?
No.

Does anyone know your Facebook/LiveJournal/etc. password?
No.

Do you believe in love?
Absolutely.

Do you curse a lot?
No.

Did you mean it when you said "I love you" last?
Yes, of course.

What is the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
Haha. There is no "late" to me. Time is circular.

Plans for tomorrow?
None.

If you had to choose someone to sleep next to every night, and wake up to who would it be?
Morgan. <3 :(

Is there a difference between love and being in love?
Yes.

Are you someone's best friend?
...I hope.

Are you taller than your mom?
No, sadly.

How long until your next birthday?
Don't talk about those.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
4:30 AM-ish. But not for long.

Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you, but spelled differently?
No.

What color is your shirt?
Pink.

Would you rather have long or short hair
Long.

Do you hate being alone?
Yes. Sometimes, when I'm safe at home, it's okay... but never otherwise. And even still, I'm far too lonely.

What's your favorite season of the year?
Used to be Spring, but probably Fall now.

Do you miss anyone?
Always.

Are you wearing jeans right now?
I never wear jeans. So, no.

Are any of your friends virgins?
Yes.

Day been rough?
Yes, but I've had worse.

How do you type your smileys?
^_^

How often do you straighten your hair?
When Christen wants to play hairstylist. :P

What does your mom/dad do that really pisses you off?
Uh, I wouldn't put it that way... my Dad often doesn't show up or follow through with stuff. It rarely makes me mad anymore... just sad.

What color is your hair?
Red. ^_^

What was your last call for?
To or from? I called my Grandma to save myself from being alone after my mom went to bed. Don't remember who called last.

Do you look decent when you wake up?
No.

Do you think relationships are hard?
It depends on the people.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
I hope so.

If you were in the hospital would your best friend come see you?
...I hope so.

Does seeing couples in love make you mad?
Not mad... sad. Depressively jealous. But not mad.

Is there someone that ALWAYS makes you happy whenever you see or talk?
No one ALWAYS... lots of usuallys, though.

What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
...I wouldn't be with someone unless it was Morgan. Morgan would never cheat on me, or he wouldn't be Morgan, therefore this question doesn't work.

What are you going to do after this?
Attempt to dry my hair without crying the whole time.

Do you make eye contact when you talk to people?
Rarely, but it's not on purpose.

Do you wear make up?
Rarely.

If so, what kind and what do you wear?
Lipgloss.

How much longer until you get what you want more than anything?
...I wish I knew. :( Waiting is terrible.

Is anyone falling for you?
Doubtful.

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
Yes.

What was the last song you sang along to?
It's blurry right now.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Yes, to a certain degree. Someone can definitely be your catalyst.

Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
Water.

Has anyone upset you in the last week?
Yes.

Are you sarcastic?
HeH.

Where is your phone?
On my desk.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Not likely.

Have you ever had an orange thrown at you?
o.O; No.

What is/was your favorite subject in school?
English.

Park or the beach?
Park.

Do you like cheese?
Yes. ^_^

Have you ever read something by Shakespeare?
Yes.

If so, what was it and did you like it?
Romeo and Juliet. The concept, yes... but I don't really like reading plays.

Know any other languages?
A little Japanese from anime. A little French from school... the very little I retained. *Sighs*

Have you ever searched Google Earth?
Yes.

If so, did you search for your own house?
Yes.

How many people do you know named Ashley?
...I don't know. No one comes to mind.

Are you hungry right now?
Kind of.

Favorite animal?
Too hard. :( I love them all so much. Hedgies and kitties the most?

What website do you visit the most?
Neopets. Then LiveJournal.

Do you like Paramore?
What I've heard, yes.

Have you ever tried to make somebody jealous?
Haha. Yes, sadly. ~_~;

Have you ever fallen asleep in school?
Once in preschool because of this medicine patch... ~_~;

Taken any medication in the past 24 hours?
Yes.

Play a musical instrument?
Nope.

Who's the person who hurt you the most?
Seth.

Have you ever been so angry you cried?
Yes.

What do you do when you need to calm down?
Watch Noggin channel (aka little kids shows) or similiar. Play The Sims 2.

Do you believe there is a place after life?
Yes.

What would you do if there was a mouse in your room?
^_^ Squee with happiness?

What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night?
:(

How do you feel right now?
Not great, but thankful for the focus on this.

What were you doing at 7:00am?
Attempting to sleep.

What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning?
Just... a sad feeling.

What's on your mind?
Morgan. :(

Do you get distracted easily?
Not usually.

What is the last thing that you wrote on?
...notebook?

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Very much.

Do you always care what you look like?
Yes and no. I care about... some things.

Is there anything youre wondering about?
Yes.

Have you ever showered with someone?
o.O; No.

Did you have sex in the past week?
No. Never.

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
In Morgan's arms? Other than that, no.

What were you doing an hour ago?
Talking to Emily.

What’s the worst way to say I love you?
Uh, I don't know.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Probably the same as today.

Other than yours who's bed were you on last?
Mommy's, I'm sure.

Does that person mean something to you?
Yes.

What did you do for Valentine's Day?
...I honestly can't remember. Did I block it out? Did I sleep through it? No idea.

Is there somebody in your life that you could not survive without?
A few, yes.

Were you single on your last birthday?
Didn't I ask you not to talk about that? ~_~; On every birthday, yes.

Who was the last person to cook for you?
Joe, I guess. I usually cook for myself.

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
Maybe Grandma.

Are you anyone's first love?
Highly unlikely.

When is the next time you will kiss someone?
Next time? I've never.

You have to walk home from school/work, how long does it take?
Don't have either.

Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
No.

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
Yes.

Can you see a cat from where you're sitting?
i wish!

Are you ticklish?
I HATE being tickled. ~_~;

Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
Laugh? Uh, I'd like to laugh with Morgan when appropiate. ^_^

What's the biggest annoyance in your life right now?
Annoyance doesn't really cover it.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
2, maybe. ~_~;

How many mirrors do you have in your room?
One.

How tall are you? Are you comfortable with that?
5'6. Yes.

Why did your last relationship fail?
Never had one.

Would you care if a lot of people liked your boy/girlfriend? Why or why not?
Yes. Because I'd be paranoid. ~_~;

Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone?
It's not really a choice. It's just... what happens.

What is your current wallpaper on your cell phone?
Fireflies.

The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
A cute video. <3

Are you a type of person to stay in or go out?
Stay in. No question.

Are you capable of holding down a long-term relationship?
Yes. Forever. Though never had the chance.

Your ex says they never even liked you, you say?
Uh, no ex.

If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to?
My Mommy? Well, it depends.

Boy?
o.o; None? I guess Roy.

Where was the very last place you went besides your house?
Therapy office.

Last night did you go to bed smiling?
No way.

What were you doing last night at 11?
Crying.

Do you respect your elders?
Mostly. But not everyone deserves respect, so...

What woke you up this morning?
Was just natural.

When someone says "we need to talk," what runs through your mind?
Depends on the person?

Do you like getting big hugs?
I don't get many.

Do you think any of your ex's will eventually want to be with you again?
No exs.

Do you look at old pictures of yourself and laugh?
No, cry. ~_~;

Would you introduce the last person you kissed to your parents?
Haven't kissed anyone.

What do you think when someone kisses you on your forehead?
Uh, never happened?

Last thing you and your ex boyfriend/girlfriend talked about?
Again no exs.

Are you one of those people who never drink soda?
Pretty much never, yeah.

Be honest, do you like people in general?
...no. I love them and hate them... and it's all very messed up.

Have you ever found someone you really really really liked?
Uh, loved? Yeah, I've been in love.

When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?
...I don't know.

When was the last time you had a late night phone conversation?
Last night.

Do you ignore people when you're mad or upset with them?
Depends. I don't get mad often, though. And with most people, I would want to talk it out with them.

Do you honestly believe that good things come to those who wait?
It's hard... but I'm still waiting.

Would you get back together with an ex down the road?
No exs. ~_~;

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
...no one?

Would you go back and change any part of your life?
Only a coupld of things. I mostly don't regret what I've been through... I just want it to start getting better.

Is it easy to make you cry?
Extremely.

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
Again. Never been kissed.

Do you have a reason to cry right now?
Always.

Aside from waking up, what was the first thing you did this morning?
Talked to Mommy.

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fireflys_locket
Aug. 23rd, 2009 10:28 am (UTC)
Thanks... I'm doing... at least somewhat better now. <3
mirrorred_star
Aug. 8th, 2009 06:11 am (UTC)
I guess stuff can't always be awesome all the time :(
fluffyfledgling
Aug. 9th, 2009 12:12 pm (UTC)
Hey babe, long time no talk! How's it going?

melancholyjack
Aug. 21st, 2009 07:32 pm (UTC)
hello, my love. i miss you! you've been on my mind a lot lately. i hope you know i am going to come visit you. i don't know when but it's becoming a larger and larger possibility <3
fireflys_locket
Aug. 23rd, 2009 10:28 am (UTC)
It is?! ^_^ That's wonderful news! <3 I love and miss you too. Get online more!
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