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And now, I'm ready to be extraordinary...

Maybe it's that I dreamed of Morgan. Maybe it's some of the things Jill and I talked about last night. Maybe it's that I got to see Christen. More likely, it's a combination of all of these wonderful things. But truthfully, I'm feeling pretty good today. So, today is a good day to work on this next chapter of Add More ~ing, because it's about climbing out of negative thoughts into more positive ones.

It might sound a lot like the first chapter, where I was supposed to cross out negative thoughts and replace them with positive ones. To me, it's somehow very different. I'm not having a bad reaction to it. Maybe it's that my mood is in such a different place than the day before Christmas. I don't know. I just feel like lifting myself out of a bad place makes so much more sense.

I want to write. I know I can finish Dreaming in Shadow. I'm ready to move onto the next step. And I'm ready to find Morgan, too. It might not be easy for me at first, but I think I've gotten to the point, where I can only move forward with him here. I can't imagine there being a step beyond yesterday, which I've avoided since the beginning. But still, I'm going to keep writing and trying to send out positive thoughts to him. Maybe this year, maybe...